I Don’t Even Know

What is real or fake?
For fuck’s sake.
Brake before I break.
I realize what’s at stake.

Doing drugs to mute the pain,
The fault of this all is my brain,
I’m not right as rain,
Is it really all in vain?

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“SZ”

s CREAMING INCOHORENT VOICES,
c LASSIFIED AS CRAZY
h ALLUINCATING REPLACEDS
i RRATIONAL FEAR THINKING
z ERO MOTIVATION
o BEYING DOCTORS AS A REQUIREMENT
p ARANOIA OF BIZZARE PROPORTIONS
h OPELESS OUTLOOK
r ECLUSIVE HABITS
e VIL CONSPIRACIES
n ICOTINE ABUSE
i LLOGICAL DELUSIONS AND BELIEFS
a BNORMAL EXPERIENCES

The Dilemna of Voices

How the fuck do I think?
The voices drive me to the brink.
I just wish they would shrink.

Just going and going,
There’s absolutely no slowing,
Listening to them crowing.

Just trying to hang in there,
They don’t care how I fare,
I may as well be a square.

Trying to seek peace,
They never let their speaking to cease,
Why can’t they be nice?

Redirecting them as much as possible,
Trying to be responsible,
Feats that are near-impossible.

Feeling like I was run over,
As my mood lower,
Can’t they go slower?

Overwhelming voices that interrupt,
They really love to disrupt,
I wonder if they can corrupt.

Just leave me alone.
Don’t talk to me in that tone.
Just be gone.

Dearest, BPW OP

People come in for easement,
Yet certain people get unfair treatment,
Someone got on an agreement,
Simply to be stable to chat as a requirement.

How the fuck is that fair,
We were harmless as a strand of hair,
Now it’s up in air,
There’s no way to repair.

Do this to us all,
We already bawl,
Drive people up the wall,
Yet someone had the gall.

Can there please be equality,
You have the capability,
There needs to be a level of adaptability,
A union of logicality.

Addicted to power,
Maybe you should take a shower,
Think about this for a hour,
Then apologize and give us a flower.

So much similarities to Trump,
Being a chump,
Put people in a slump,
Can you just stop being a grump?

Get the fuck out,
Before we get in a bout,
All your bullshit you spout,
I hope you get slapped by a trout.

Where was the warning,
You’re trying to be daunting,
It’s not even morning,
But we’re yawning.

I am sick of your shit,
Being unfair to a brit,
Getting your tit in a nit,
You are seriously unfit.